:) :) :) [19 Dec 2009|09:12pm] __raingonewreck [ mood | optimistic ] [ music | charlie and the chocolate factory, in which johhny deep is a total freak ] I've got such a good feeling about 2010. I don't know what it is- the total bust that has been the past few weeks, months, even the entire year, the fact that I'll be celebrating the New Year quietly with my family rather than throwing up off the side of some asshole's house, or just a good old cosmic shift. Either way, I think that incredible things are on the way because for once (and really, truly this time) I'm going to live for myself. I've spent the last 18 years trying to stay in the loop because I didn't want to miss out. But we're all doing the same shit- drinking, failing, fucking, finding contentment and then losing it. I really don't know what the future holds but I do know that somewhere out there is a warm, safe, exciting feeling called happiness. I've been chasing it for a really long time so this time, I'm going to sit back and let it find me. 1 comment|post comment

Vanished [18 Dec 2009|10:58am] king_gordon Last night I dreamt of someone that I don't normally dream about or even think about, until I saw this person again recently. In my dream we were just hanging out and laughing like old times. but in reality, I hate this person and they don't like me either yet for some strange reason I miss them from time to time, and hope that they are doing alright. I wonder if we will ever be friends again post comment

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